Next week...

To you,

This feeling....i dunno when it pop out....it juz there, without me noticing...you ask me since when do i like you? i can't give a precise answer....i woke up one day, only to find that i have feelings for you....

I have feelings for you, but doesn't mean that you'll will have the same feelings for me. That's why, i would to meet you...even just one time...meet you in person...

what answer that you will give, i do not know, but i'll accept it =) but i really like to thank you..for these feelings, these emotions, that i feel, that I've never felt before....looking forward to meet you next week..

To my dear frenz,

I'll be in KL for my training starting next week 9th nov...see you there, guys... :D

~L~O~V~E~

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Allahuakbar, Allahuakbar, Allahuakbar wa lillahilhamd.

Once Again..Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri....today, 3rd of Syawal, i wud like to talk about ~l~o~v~e~ :D

Love…hmm...What is love? Does anyone know the true meaning? Is it when a guy date a girl she likes even though his wallet thickness decrease exponentially…or a girl date a guy she’s in love with, though she knows that she’s not the only one the guy date? Can we say a guy and a girl that sits side by side on a bench and happily chat with each other is in love….

Well, maybe I’m not a proper person to talk about this, since I have many gf, but I dun have any luv..u know what I mean :P..but still I like to ramble about this…I observed many type of what people described as love along my 20+ years I’ve been living in this planet thy call earth :D ..in my schooldays, in the matrix, I’n my U days…and maybe at my workplace ..

I’m come out with this topic coz I’ve suddenly remembered my 2 frenz J. Let’s call them A & B.

They’re roommates. I dun like to class people looks, well not because I’m just an average guy :p (like I always say to me frenz, ‘ko ckp die x ensem, mcm la ko ni ensem sgt’..), but I think that beautiful, handsome, good-looking or anything you like to put is as..is subjective. Girl X maybe beautiful in my eyes, but not urs..Guy Y maybe be charming to girl M but not girl N.

Back to Fren A & B. To make this easy, lets just say that A is less charming than B. For as long as I know, A is a good guy. He loves chatting. One day he chats with a girl. They agree to meet each other. He go as a single and came back as couple. Two weeks after that, the girl dumped him. He frustrated, throws his mobile to the wall in his room..come to my room and complaining that his mobile is broken…well, my reaction was, WTF!! You’ve just met the girl for two weeks..that’s no reason to get pissed…is not like been dating for years and one day you know he dumped u for another guy…Wth you come to my room complaining that u broke ur handphone..but after that I realize, what those 2 weeks means to him…sorry bro..

As for his roommate, well, how can I put it….to find a girl is easy as a, b, c…or maybe 1,2 3…. Not to say that B is a playboy, but that the truth….I still remember when one day we chit chat..out of nowhere he start to feed us with how he was dumped. ‘Aku punye la setia kat die, siap mase blk kg dlm train ade awek lawa sblh aku, aku tahan; x mintak pon no telefon awek tu. Last sekali die putuskan hubungan ngan aku…’if I can recall, the dialogues is sumthin like that. 2@3 days after, in a blink of an eye (or maybe both), tadaaa…a new gf…

All that happens is fate. People can accept it, but sometimes they cant……well, I think I’ll save this for my next entry.. :D

p/s: while we r still in syawal..dun forget to takbir raya as many as we can..and also, dun 4get Puasa 6 kay J

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Assalamualaikum wbt,

After a month of fasting (wif so many trial; cobaan :P) in ramadhan, finally its AidilFitri J

I wanna wish u guys, Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir Batin, from the 1^st time I met u all till now :D

This raya is different from before, since before this, I’m just one of the unemployed grad…but now I’m employedJ. But 1^st thing 1^st, condolence to my fren, Fairuz a.k.a Pau who lost his dad 2 days before raya due to an accident. Maybe his soul blessed by ALLAH. Al-Fatihah.

Alhamdulillah, although its my 1^st time Hari Raya after I’ve strat working, luckily I’ve managed to have my holiday and beraya at kampong…though I nearly beraya at my office…well, we always planned ahead, but it’s by ALLAH’s will that our plan succeed….

These days, car is a must..even though….and I finally realized that..few of the times that I feel like buying one wud be while I’m riding home on my bike and it’s raining and at the same time I’ve a flu…another instance wud be time for balik kampong when the ticket r sold out and they dun have any flight directly from Terengganu to Perak…on normal occasion, I think a bike wud suffice my needs J

Kajang, here i come :)

Assalamualaikum wbt and happy Ramadhan, may this year's Ramadhan is better than the last 1. Yes, finally, after working at Petronas Gas Berhad (specifically at GPPB) for about 4 months, i've use my 1st annual leave.

Yeay.

It's significant to me since i havent went back to Kajang since the 1st day i arrived at Paka. Arrived home around 0030 hours 28th of Aug (thank to Yob for letting me tag along). It's feel so good to see your family rather to hear voices via phone. My 3 year old brother havent sleep yet at that time. And imo, he's extremly happy to see me.....well that's a releif..i thought he will be scared, since it's been four months since i last see them. Well. it's fun spending some time with your family.

On the nextday, i'm off to my alma matter, UM. arriving at Sang Kancil's room, after a few knoncking, i enter the room, to my horror... Yasin's, Ucop's n Prebet's dead bodies....wth, these guys r still sleeping. Come on la, it's already 10 in the morning...aiyoo..Then move on to the project. Iftar Jamaie, what ucop called it. I've planned to organized a majlis berbuka..well, since i'm currently working, and these guys are yet to graduate and it's to show my gratitude to all of these people that have been supporting me when i'm in 'graduan menganggur' mode for 6 months...May ALLAH bless you all, Amin..

Thanks to Yasin, Prebet and Ucop for the preparations. Also many2 thanks to the attendees, thanks for your time. As for the people that unable to attend, maybe i'll treat you guys next time....Along with Encik Rizal's double large pizza..hehe....After that, on with Solat Maghrib...next would be Solat Isyak n Terawih at Masjid Negara.

Thanks Manjong for driving us there..

Btw, Sang Kancil, thanks for sending my artwork..i'm really grateful..

Next time i'll treat you, k.. :)

till next time, guys.

Assalamualaikum wbt and good day,

Finally, i've a little time to blog :P..after so long unemployed, finally now i'm with Petronas. Alhamdullilah, syukur...Thank you to family/frenz/anyone who doa for me :) . I'll try my best, ganbatte kudasai!!

1st time in Paka (for those who dunno, Paka is in T'ganu), i'm a bit shocked....well since the price for the goods here are equal to KL (sometimes it's more expensive), but the facilities...duh...
1st day reporting for duty, my pocket money dah melayang rm40 for a cab to my hotel room. The distance is just like from, let say 3/4 the distance UM to One Utama...to make things worse, i cant claim the money ouch...:( I'll save my story in paka for another day...

Btw, John, i'm not giving up the drawings..there is still time...i'll scan my drawings and have you comment it..ok bro?

Wallahualam.

PSSGMUM grading day..

Uh, i forgot the date..but it coincide with my fren, Zul Amin's wedding(congratz, may ALLAH bless u with soleh n solehah children, amin...). The purpose of this grading is to test your skills, endurance, limits..and i dunno about the others..but i wanna see how far i can go :) It's fun from the start to the end..i love when we have to spar each other (actually when me n Fazry vs Pae my buddy),
although I'm totally winded..~huh~...luckily, after the grading is over, i managed to arrived at Zul's wedding just in time before those caterers took all the lauk away..well it can't be help since i arrived at 4.30 pm..really sorry Zul :p

Pose before the exam :)

Our beloved teacher, Mr Rizal Husin(sitting).

Sparing for the white belt----->green belt. The white guys have to spar with 2 mulus(beginner).
Pae have to spar with me n Fazry :)

Practicing the basic. Shah doing the 7th 'asas elakkan '. The chop to my neck is pretty hard..~ouch :P

~Alhamdullilah..thank you ALLAH.

I feel so excited..you ask why? Alhamdulillah, i've finally got a job :p
Bcoz if u r an unemployed graduate like me(or used to be :p)..well u know, when u go to ur frenz wedding and met the other frenz..they'll ask, 'hey dude, where are u working now?' It's not like i've had a bad time answering..is juz that, sometimes it's feel so lonely.
I've attanded a few interview, but well, it didn't go so well, even you know the jobs doesn't have any specifiq requirement and you've the feeling that you'll get the job.
One morning, as sat infront of Mr Fubu's pc, browsing some manga's on the net, trying to get some idea what to draw, my phone rang.
On the end of the line, a lady spoke, "Hello, good morning. Is this Mr Muhammad Firdaus".."Yup"."I'm Ita from Petronas. We've an offer letter for you... After a few chit chat, and the good lady put down her phone...i'll just sat there, shocked..and i think u know what happens afterwards.....

Alhamdulillah, thank you ALLAH, our Creator.

p/s: i'll still like to draw :D

~duh...

I dun hav enough time lately...i
~i like to draw..so john and i will be participating in the Peraduan Bakat baru Komik Malaysia 2009...i'll try my best...plzz wish me luck guys..

Dragon n turtle

This is another doodle using mspaint. Well i really have no idea what to draw....so i just randomly draw some line and this is the result.....i have no idea how to color a turtle since in my knowledge, turtle would be green or brown and it would be dull if both the dragon n turtle in the same color(maybe i should change the dragoon to red@blue :P). As for the background, i'm really bad at drawing it..same for the sky :D....

Juz a little doodle..

Here is a sketch using ms paint (thanks to John, my buddy)...i reaaaally like to use photoshop, but i dun have the skills :P (thanks Fubu, for resizing it using photoshop). It's a bit Nihei Tsutomu(mangaka of Abara, Blame n Biomega) like, since i kinda like his drawing..

I really like to draw, even my drawing are not so good....Some people even mention that to me...well, it can't be help duh...coz it's one of my hobbies....i dream that one day, no matter what my career for life would be, i will draw a decent comic or manga....~yeah~

I wonder why?

I'm not the kind of guy who like to wrote diaries or journals but wth i create a blog for? This must be peer preasure :p , seeing all around me got one, i feel i don't wanna be left out....so, out of the blue i created one....
Still have no idea what stuff to put up...well maybe something that i would put out of the blue...again :D.
Any way, my frenz out there (you know who you are), feel free to drop by :)
~thanks